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Corinne
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10/14/2009

SICK of
apologizing
always thinking i'm at fault
feeling bad
taking the blame
trying to hold on to sth so tightly when no one really cares
trying to be nice
always taking the first step
always putting others before myself

should just be a little selfish for once

after all the shit that happened then.
keeping to myself works just fine for me.
trust is a tricky matter...
friends, acquaintances, colleagues, enemies
somehow, i cant define them anymore.




much much happier now
learning new things and trying out new experiments:)
getting to know ppl and realising that some pple are very different from what i thought before
so glad for this chance.



Love, cor
10:12 PM
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8/16/2009

someone pls tell me what to do:(
sighh

took grad shots with the bees:) or should i say part of the bees
it was FUN! tiring day, had a BAD HAIR day, but it was fun!!
so sad the mayo didnt come. and we're missing june!!
AGAIN in dec when june's back?!!hahaha
that was probably the best time i had in the last couple of wks

lab's getting tiring
nt meeting pple as often as i will like
even coming home is tiring
feel so stagnant, in lab, at home and everywhere:(
what's wrong with me

anyway dinner with the :) to celebrate sz belated bday last wed
anyway prez's bday is coming. dinner soon my :)s on jiu jiu jiu ok!hahha

pay's coming in!:)cant wait
bees outing on fri

and yeah emo as it may seem
im glad i met this bunch of ppl then..and im glad i hav this bunch of ppl now:)
thanks BEES for being part of my life:)

ok time to go think abt my life.hahaha.praying really hard that everything will turn out fine!!



Love, cor
6:00 PM
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7/04/2009

i am SO SAD!!!
i had free tickets to perth in aug but no one to go with me:(:(:(:(:(
my mum's friend wanted to give me her tickets cos her daughter couldnt take leave for the trip
BUT i cant find anyone to come with me:(:(
ok at first my cousin said ok! HAPPILY of cos
and i was really excited!!perth in aug! it will be cold!
and i can visit cindy!! plus it was to make up for the grad trip cos we didnt go to perth
plus the tickets are FREE!!!blah
then we checked the academic calender and saw that school reopens that wk
BLAH:(:(:( ok sch reopens for dear cousin.
so i cant go
scho reopens for sister too, mummy has to prepare for some conference and angie will hav just come back frm aust then, plus everyone else has to work or just started to work.
i was so sad for a day and i refused to do anything
:(:(
nvm, i m gg to perth next yr to visit priya jnr, jaya and cindy hopefully!! looking forward
plus i wanna learn korean and go to korea at the end of the yr!! winter holidays:)

finally finished sorting my photos. TONS!!
had to pick and sort through 3 cameras worth of photos
and nt to mention that school's starting soon
sigh, i dont feel like going back to school yet.



Love, cor
1:07 AM
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6/15/2009

ah this place's collecting dust...
many many things happened in the past yr
turning 23
slogging like hell for fyp
and more slogging for fyp
applied for masters
then slogged more
finally graduated
but gg back to slog more for masters
went to aust for grad trip
wanted to take a short trip with the cousin aft that but havent decided where and when
hav to go back to slogging again in jul:(
friends leaving the lab:(
grad ceremony's coming
and i must upload my photos and nt keep this place dusty again!!!
i wanaa go to many many places and i wanna go back to europe again!!!shall upload pictures once i get them..the weather in aust was prob the best thing of the trip! crazy weather here in spore!:(



Love, cor
6:29 PM
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1/03/2009

sigh.cant believe im turning 23 in 3 days.
some of my dear friends just turned 22 a few wks back.
GOODNESS
i m really getting old
its 2009 alr
2008 has been quite a terrible year
just hoping 2009 will be better.
im wishing for good health for my dear parents.
hope their jobs wont be so demanding. hope everything becomes better
i hope everything bad frm 2008 will disappear.

so in 2009
cor must treasure everyone around her esp her family and aunts and cousins and friends
cor must try to spend more time with her family and meet up with her friends
cor also must keep in touch with her friends more often
cor must not be so hot tempered
cor must study hard and do well for her fyp
cor must go for her grad trip!

so lunch with xy and jac and of cos jac's darlg on the 31st
went to peek at travel books in popular
bought cute baby clothes for prof's little girl
then went udders for yummy icecream-love my mao shan wang durian ice cream YUM!
eve was spent at home
had dinner with my parents and sis at old airport rd
came home to watch a bit of the nt v good countdown prog on tv
stayed up past 12 then knocked off at 2
old ppl dont like to go squeeze and scream with others u see
so countdown was spent at home

went out early to get wine for prof''s party
was dreaming abt ice cream so grab the dears frm lab to go to udders again
had ice cream then went ta prof's hse
it was a babies fest!!gosh
everyone had babies
had fun carrying all the little cute babies
and ate some yummy thosai and sth i dont know how to spell
it was pretty simple but the dishes were good. like the chutney and curry!
ooh managed to grab a lift back cos of angie
then came home and saw pizza
goodness
so my aunts came over and had pizza for dinner!

and i finally went to shop on the 2nd
yay!!
all the kids are back in sch
so shopping was pretty good
went to some market with my aunts and surprising
pretty good finds!
now i know why they come back with loads of things each time they go there
bought shoes too!!i like my new comfy soft checked shoes!
ha
then went j8 to walk ard aft that.
i feel BROKE!!sigh

am looking forward to new yr though!yay!
making my mango cheese cake tom!
hope its good!



Love, cor
4:19 PM
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12/26/2008

sigh.
i really need a life outside the lab and outside my home
i feel like im sinking into depression:(
sometimes i really feel like dropping everything and just going someone to take a break
frankly i really need a breather
i dont know how i can help anymore
the screaming and shouting and quarrels are just getting on my nerves
i feel that nervous breakdown coming along

one more sem to graduation
suddenly it seems so fast
and my fyp is GROSS. i m so DEAD
the collaborators are nt replying. i m stuck
so what if i hav results
those pple dont reply
what if i flunk my fyp:((((((
i hate sch now. i just wanna grad and go for a break
ANYWHERE. i just wanna get out of this place for awhile

you think im siding him. why dont u just keep quiet and lead that peaceful life
what's wrong with everyone nowadays. what's with the screaming and quarreling over small little things. what's with all the shitty sarcastic words that comes out from your mouth. sometimes u always think you are right. but the words you use can be very hurtful. sometimes not talking can make a difference. why cant u understand that. one moment you do and the next you forget what u said u will try to do. i hate everyone. im starting to hate home.

ok pardon me just needed to get stuff off my chest.
sorry my dear friends for not meeting up and whats nots
i really am. but i havent forgotten you guys ok.
just needed some time to myself for awhile.

finally got to reformating my com
its kinda faster now and no more irritating pop ups!
yay pls last till i finish my thesis
hav to upload the sentosa photos too.

xmas has came and gone.
sigh.i wanted so much to send xmas cards again.but i guess no one bothers with them anymore.
kinda hoping this yr will end quickly. been quite a terrible one

results were ok. kinda unexpected. i tot i would def die for pharmgen
but it was alright in the end. 2 more modules plus the FYP to go and im done.
COR WANTS A BREAK



Love, cor
11:59 PM
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12/04/2008

when pple stop telling you what to do with your life
it means they dont bother anymore
so i shall stop bothering.
imagine the betrayer when someone tells u her other side of the family is much better than all of us cos they dont tell her what to do
apparently the family ties are much stronger there
wasted the whole life trying to care and help some pple but it's just nt worth it anymore.
frankly
it feels much better nt having to care.


and shucks i had stomach flu right after neuro on sat
GROSS
i hate puking my guts out and having my stomach being twisted every 5 mins!!!
i havent gone out aft exams and im back to lab!!!
cor wants to go out and spend some time with her friends:(
cor wants to bake many many things
arrrghh!
and my stomach is still churning and churning!!!!
ok time for primary!

and i dislike some gross pple who talk behind pple's backs because of a light switch
in CHINESE! hello. just say if she did sth wrong la



Love, cor
10:40 AM
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