3/05/2005
i did badly i really did maybe its just me cos i wanted to do much better wanted to make my parents proud of me wanted everyone to be proud of me but i failed i hate myself im disappointed with myself and knowing that my dad is disappointed with me makes me feel much worse i feel so guilty if only i had done better just a little better if only i had just put in that little more effort then i could have made my parents happy
im so sorry im really so sorry ive disappointed everyone sorry that i didnt lived up to ur expectations sorry that uve believed in the wrong person sorry daddy mummy im really sorryfor not doing what u expect of me im so sorry IF i get into the uni i'll make sure i wont disappoint u anymore
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11:21 PM