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6/04/2004
i have been so stupid
never know that im ur sister
yet i have no right to care
do u think im beggin or dying
to go out with u and ur frens
i dont need that
i have my own frens
my own life
i do not have to lead urs
why u so uptight abt it
i dont need to share ur frens
and i thought i was jus being concerned
never knew that all my concern
is seen as interference
i even bothered to get up early
to take u downstairs
wait for u when its late
buy food for u when im out
rushing home so that u can eat the food hot
yet u nv once take it to heart
since its like that
u lead ur own life and i lead mine
i wash my hands off urs
dont expect anything frm me anymore
that's what u wanted
i wont touch ur frens
u can keep them to urself
if needed
bind them tightly to urself
in case they ran away
life just totally sucks
i hate it
i hate my life
maybe it isnt worth living anymore
it isnt as sweet as before
nv have been
since the day u left
i wanna cry on ur shoulder
hear u tell me that everything's fine
but u're too far away
thk god for my frens
they keep me standing and smiling
but i feel as though i will topple anytime
maybe its jus me
but sometimes i feel real lonely
even though im with them
i love u guys
but do ur?
pardon me
but its really me
i dont let pple noe me easily
its like i form a barrier ard me
maybe afraid that they will leave me
after they noe me
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10:05 PM