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12/21/2003
yeah yeah yeah.had family gathering again today.had dinner together.love that feeling.esp its nearing christmas too..all the warmth and love.hmm.celebrated my dearest cousin's 19th bday la.belated.well.thinking of all sorts of pranks to play on him.but we didnt succeed.haas.
to my bestest.dearest.darlg cousin.hahas.know that u wont read this.cos u think that a blog is childish.such an idiot.but nvm.just wanted to say happy birthday to u la.ure the bestest cousin i could ever have.though ure always irritating me.but thks for being there when i needed someone to talk to.thks for treating me everything we go out.thks for paying for my stuff when i have no money and yet not asking me to pay u back.ure the bestest fren one could ever have too.grew up with ya and have known u for the whole of my 17 yrs.u have been my best playmate since young.listening ear for as long as i lived.thks!.*ilu*
hai.thought of u again tdy.i tot i managed to get u out of my mind.but it seems impossible.why.why? after all u have done.i can still rem how nice u were.i nv seem to rem ure bad pts.why issit i seem stronger when u are here.and i can take everything upon me and not stumble.i need time.but i dont have all the time in the world.i musnt show.i musnt show that im hurting.esp when sch's gonna reopen soon.i hate it.i dont want to go back.there is too many unhappy stuff.the memories of u.how i use to see u ard sch.though ure not there anymore.but the feel of u lingers ard.i hate it.i dont want to rem that.i dont want to hurt anymore.i want to forget u.i really want to.
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